basketball babe

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 22:55:49 GMT

boy- hey, hun
girl- hey
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh rele? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- rele?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-
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-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
>very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- wht???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
>click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whts up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear wht?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- rele? y? wht happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u wht?? U WHT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:

i told her i would take a bullet for her....
just like she said she would die for me...

repost this
if u dont, this will happen to you but u will be in the boy's situation.........have a heart for the one that has your heart

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 01:59:31 GMT

1. Initials:AMV
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Robbie Jackson,Bridget Slogers sister,and Billy and Willy Buttler
3. Where was your first kiss? In my basement (1st real kiss)
4. For or against same sex marriage? for

5. Are you homophobic? no i love gay ppl they are fun

6. Are you my mother? no im a virgin

7. Do you believe in God? yes
8. How many U.S states have you been to? 4

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? one

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? nope

11. Name something you like physically about yourself: UMM, IDK my hair
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: my attitude

14. What is your dream car? Pink Convertable

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? Laguna Beach with my best friends
16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house? Hell yes
18. Do you download music? no

19. How many illegal things have you done? drank, UMMM IDK what else
20. Where would you want to go on a first date? the movies

21. Would you date the person who posted this before you? No shes a girl and shes my best friend!!!

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?Yes, It was so sweet too

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks? yes

24. Do you like president Bush? not really

25. Have you ever bungee jumped? no, and I dont plan to eather
26. Have you ever white-water rafted? Yeah

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? yeah some old guy @ the gas station when I was with my sister and then @ the Detroit Shock game with my mom and my sister, me and my sister were going to get something to drink
29. Have you met a real redneck? Yeah, they came to my grandpas house after geting their hooptie stuck in the mud in the woods on the conue trip, and down the street from me there are 2 living with my dads friend LOL
31. What song are you listening to right now? I forgot what its called
32. What is your current favorite song? Confessions of a broken heart

33. What was the last movie you watched? Sesame street Christmas eve

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? Chelsea Haynes's house
36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? no, I dont think so

37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Yes
39. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face

40. What really turns you on? nice ass,short,blue,green,or like hazel eyes,brown or blond hair

41. What do you usually order from Starbucks? coffie

44. Say something totally random about yourself: I have a big head

45. Do you have an iPod?: Im saving my money for one

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? yeah

47. Whats your mom's name? Laurie Voorhies

48. Do you have braces? No, but Im getting them

49. Are you comfortable with your height? Not really
50. Do you like someone right now?HELL YEAH

51. How tall are you? 5'5"

52. Do you speak any other languages besides english? 5th year spanish

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo? yes, my cuzins 9th birthday, we got out at this park to take pictures and ppl though we were like famouse, it was really funny, and @ my uncles wedding and my grandma's 49th birthday

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? Uncle stan,Uncle Joe,and Aunt Robbin (she was like my best friend)

57. Do you watch MTV? Sometimes
58. What's something that really annoys you? when ppl brag about something when they know the other person doesnt care, when ppl talk about other ppl behind their back,and ppl who think they are all that when no one likes them, and when someone trys to be someones friends when no one likes them @ all and they think that one person is their roll model and that person who she says is her roll model cant stand her, and this person flurts with boys (James,Connor) jsut to piss ppl off ( I think we all know who Im talking about)
59. What are some things you really like? Laguna Beach,Connor,Love and Basketball movie,Detroit Shock, and playing Basketball
60. Do you like Michael Jackson? the black one (not racist)

61. Can you dance? yes
62. Have you ever surfed? no but i want to

63. Do you know how to pump gas? Yes

64. Do you drive? When I go up north with my uncle
65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?4:00 AM with Lilli and Brittany

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Yes when I was in the store this guy came in and was like put your hands up and no one move, but then the cops showed up (thank god)
67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? Yes I think 2 times
68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? Yes and it was kinda goss
69. Whats your favorite state to live in? I want to live in Laguna Beach, California or Miami Florida!!

LOL, good songs

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 00:02:51 GMT

Im gettin nothin for christmas, mommy and daddy are mad!!! Im gettin nothin for christmas cuz I aint been nothin but bad.I broke my bat on Jonnys head, somebody sniched on me,I hid a frog in sisters bed, somebody sniched on me,I spilled some ink on mommys rug,I made tommy eat a bug,Bought some gum with a penny slug,somebody sniched on me.So Im gettin nothin for christmas, mommy nad daddy are mad, Im gettin nothin for christmas, cuz I aint been nothing but bad .I put a tack on teachers chair somebody sniched on me,I tied a knot in Suzies hair somebody sniched on me, I did a dance on mommys plants,climbed a tree and tore my pants,filled that sugar boal with ants somebody sniched on me.So Im gettin nothin for christmas, mommy and daddy are mad, Im gettin nothin for christmas cuz I aint been nothin but bad.So you better be good whatever you do, cuz if your not Im warnin you, YOU'LL GET NOTHIN FOR CHRISTMAS!!!

^^^^^ My mom and dad sais that about me when I was younger LOL!!!

Christmas,Christmas time is near time for toys and time for cheer,We've been good but we cant last hurry Christmas hurry fast,Want a plane that loops-the-loops, Me I want a hula-hoop We can hardly stand the wait please Christmas dont be late!!!

Want a plane that loops-the-loops, I still want my Hula-Hoop, we can hardly stand the wait please Christmas dont be late, we can hardly stand the wait please Christmas dont be late!!

^^^^ The chipmunks Christmas song one of my favorites LOL Its so funny!!

I cant wait till Christmas is here WHOOPWHOOP!!!!!

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 00:37:25 GMT

YAY! I cant wait till wednesday Im probably going to hang out with Paula dn Alex, we are going to watch a movie and then we are going to hang out!!! WHOOPWHOOP!!! I hope he can , we are going to have so much fun!!!Mariah is kinda pissed she was like WHY CANT I COME!!! I was like cuz Alex's mom said no!! then she got mad and was like I have homework to do!! and hung up!! I was like ok, and then Alex was like now shes going to be all bitchy to you tomarrow @ school I was like yup probably!!! OH WELL!!!!!

OMGosh

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 00:29:21 GMT

DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: hay
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: fatty
LilRuth00: who is this?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: god
LilRuth00: WTF!
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: fuck you
LilRuth00: this is Garett
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: no
LilRuth00: yes it is
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: its not fatty
LilRuth00: or Brandon
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: ittep
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: yep
LilRuth00: or one of them mother fuckers
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: cock gobbeling thunder cunt
LilRuth00: what?
LilRuth00: whats you problem
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: u
LilRuth00: what the hell did I do to you?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: fatty
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: u were breathind my air
LilRuth00: WTF!?!?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: poop
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: on u bitch
LilRuth00: dude, what grade are you in, 2 nd or 3rd? or 9th?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: hay fatass
LilRuth00: how low are you?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: can u count
LilRuth00: å$$hole
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: dumd ass
LilRuth00: what the hell is dumd?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: cock smoker
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: its u
LilRuth00: your calling me dumb
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: yup
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: iniggrg
LilRuth00: at least I know how to spell, and Im in 8th grade
LilRuth00: what is that?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: nigger
LilRuth00: Im not a nigger
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: im the kkk]
LilRuth00: what?
LilRuth00: Im white
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: so
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: ur fat
LilRuth00: your gay
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: ur still fat
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: slimfast
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: do u love me still
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: whore
LilRuth00: I never loved you
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: y
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: i love u
LilRuth00: WTF!!!
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: good god ur ugly

DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: r u retarted
LilRuth00: no are you?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: fuck you ugly
LilRuth00: what the hell did I do to you?
LilRuth00: how shallow are you dude?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: im like a3 and under pool
LilRuth00: what?!?!
LilRuth00: you dont make sense dude
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: u r retarted
LilRuth00: umm no Im not
LilRuth00: actually
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: good come back fatty
LilRuth00: and that is?
LilRuth00: ?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: god hates u fell better?
LilRuth00: who says that shit?
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: me
LilRuth00: your gay
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: spell it
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: bitch
LilRuth00: I-T
LilRuth00: bastard
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: nope gay stupid
LilRuth00: WTF!!!!
LilRuth00: your G-A-Y!
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: wtf
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: i fucked ur mom
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: turd burgeler
LilRuth00: what is that?
LilRuth00: I thought you were in 9th grade?"
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: fat cow
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: nigger
LilRuth00: how many times are you going to say that b4 I get offended, cuz if you think I am, IM NOT!!!!!!
LilRuth00: I told you im white
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: well?
LilRuth00: well right
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: god still hates
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: u
LilRuth00: god loves everyone bitch, and if you think diff. then I hope you GO TO FUCKING HELL!!!!!! ASS HOLE!!!!
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: im god
DaZeDaNdConFuZ3D: and i dont love u

^^^^^^^^^Brandon is such an ass hole, I hope he goes to hell!!!!!!!!

Footprints

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 15:29:31 GMT

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.He also noticed that it happend at the lowest of times in his life.

This really botherd him adn he questiond the Lord about it.

"Lord, You said that once I decided to fallow you,You'd walk with me the hole way.But I have noticed that durring the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I dont understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied "My some,My precious child, I love you and would never leave you.Durring you times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

^^^^^^ what a good poem thing, I bought a bookmark and thats what it said on it!!!

Its my birthday, I can take drivers traning in 8 months!! WHOOPWHOOP!!!!

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 23:15:26 GMT

So My B-day is sunday WHOOPWHOOP!!!!! I cant wiat, Im going to have a party here, for my family and friends, and then NEXT weekend @ my dads house there is going to be a party for family and my friends also. I hope I get a cell phone I will be so happy if I do, and I want to get a computer @ my dads house too so I can go on a lot more than I do now, the only time I can go on is when Im here!!!

Well my great grandpa died monday and the funaral is toamrrow, Im not going to be @ school. witch it sad cuz Sophea is moving away and Im going to miss her so much. I miss her already, she helped me with so much last year (so did other ppl though) but she is moving and the other ppl are still here and I dont have to worry about them leaving me so Im fine there!!

Well I g2g I have to go back home so I can go to the funaral home till 9:00! Then tomarrow Im going to the funaral, I have been to way to many funarals in my time, and like now everyone is like dieing SO SAD!!!!

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 22:58:58 GMT

OMGosh, I dont think I can have a party for my birthday this year, my mom is like NO I DONT WANT TO DO THAT AGAIN!!!! So if my dad doesnt let me have one then Ill be so mad, I want to have a party, I have had a party for like ever and now I cant have one, this is so retarted!!!! AAAHHHH!! I want to have a party, My mom was like I have been doing it for the past 5 or 6 years now, Im not doing it again. So I have to go home and ask my dad if I can have a sleepover, but the only problem is with that is I cant haev like the 32 ppl that I was inviting, and I HAVE to invite all thoes ppl cuz I want to.

Today was a half day and after school I went to hang out with Addy and Nikko, we went to Nikko's house and then we walked to food land with his sister and his siters friends, then me and Addy left, we went to my house and got my money, and then we went to DQ and we were there till Addy had to go to the school for her basketball game GO FERNDALE!!! WHOOPWHOOP!! Then I called Connor when I go home and we might hang out toamrrow after school. I havent hung out with him in a long time, I miss hanging with him.

I hate taking the MEAP test, I know how to do it but its just I odnt like doing it, its making me mad that it was postponed for a week, I wish we could just get it over with and be done with it this year. I wish all the drama would just STOP!! there is so much going on right now, Im so sick of it right now. Everyone is just so eritatting Its just OMGosh, I hate school this year, its so different this year than it was last year, I miss all the 8th graders, there was never this much drama in the school and now its like every one you talk to has drama going on with them. And my cuzin is making me mad, she is just being so UUUUHHHHGGGG!!!!

I cant wait till this weekend, I think Addy is going to spend the night, and then the next day we are going to the mall and Im going to get my hands and feet done, Then I want to go see a movie but IDK if I can, I might not have enough money. Man I wish I could go to my uncle's wedding, I cant go cuz my dad doesnt have enough money to take me, it costs 810.00$ and no one has that kind of money, they are all going but Im not, Alexis and Cierra are going, and my baby cuzin Collett is going (shes in it thats why) my G-ma&G-pa is going my dad and JOann are going everyone is going and I have to stay here while they are all whooping it up on the cruse!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHH=/

well Im going to go not call me if your PIMPISH!!!!!

1248-545-3989

xoxoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 21:33:06 GMT

OMGosh, so I was going to go hang out with Addy after school tomarrow and I ask my dad and he was like I dont think so, the hole reason your with me is cuz you need to have a parent there with you @ all times. OMFGosh Im 14 and I DONT NEED AN Fing BABYSITTER!!!!!!!! Hes on crack!!! So now I cant go and hang out with my friends GOD!!!!!! I hate this shit!!!! I cant deal with this shit nay more, and NOW Madison whats to stab me and kill me cuz she THINKS I called her a whore and I NEVER said that about her, and then she though we were talking about her cuz we where looking @ her, and she is so worng, so every time I walk past her shes like OH Im going to stab and kill Alyssa!! so not my friends are going to have to like IDK hide me from her or something so I wont get my ass killed or stabed!!! and Mr.Francis wont do any think he wont suspend her she didnt even get in trouble, he told me though that if I come in his office one more time then I am the one who gets suspended, and I was like FOR WHAT trying to save MY life, I was like fine when I get stabed or stabed and killed then it will be your fault for NOT doing any think about it!!!! I am NOT likeing school now this year, its starting to SUCK!!!

Well I have been @ my dads for TOO long already Im so sick of being there now, I want to come home and live here, but NOW my mom wants to go move in wiht Joe and she was like well tell your dad you want stuff for your b-day or X-mas just for you and no one else so dont ask for a computer I was like WHY YOUR MOVING IN WITH JOE!!!! I hate my life right nowI just want to run away for ever and ever and ever and never come back, not go to school, and not have anything!!!! That would make my life better, dont you think!!!!

ok well Im going to go to dinner now BYEZ!!!!!

HC game

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 04:09:29 GMT

The Homecomming game was so much fun, but I was so cold, But I had A LOT of fun. Im really happy too, I saw Breezy and all the shit that was going on between us is like over, and we are like IDK. Then SOME PPL went and smoked pot and I was like no man thats not cool, and then the one was like will you walk me home I cant remember where I live I was like NO!! thats your fault, not mine Im not walking all the way to your house cuz you THINK your that high witch I know your not. So go smoke some more pot you pot head!!!!!!! GOD!!!!! all thi DRAMA!!!

It was so cold @ the game I was like standing there like OMGosh my face and hands are going to fall off, LOL, but we WON! WHOOPWHOOP!!!!! Breann, Kevin is HOTT!!!!!!!! LOL =) you can tell him I said that too, cuz ya know Im probably not going to see him again LOL!!! =) It was so good seeing you, I miss you so much!!! IM SO COLD!!!!!! LOL, Its like umm, why and I still so cold?¿? LOL

Breezy-miss ya babe,Luv ya lots xoxoxo

Lilli-Dont ever do that shit again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or I WILL tell some one!! and Im not even Fing joking with you!!!! Im so serious

well im going to sleep now call me if your PIMPISH!!!

1248-542-5397

xoxoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 21:15:22 GMT

So Im @ my mos house right now, I have to go back to my dads house thouhg *tear* Im sad house =( LOL jk jk jk jk!! But I dont want to go back there, I want to stay the night here, but Im not aloud to on wednesdays, but Im going to be here all weekend so call me to make plans!!! But on Saturday Im going to my grandmas house so I can make my halloween costume I cant wait to get it done!!! Im going to look cute, Im going to have my pudel (sp??) skirt and my shirt with my anichials in it, and my hair done in a curl and with the pink scarf. Its going to be so cute, I cant wait. I cant wait till halloween Im going to be with my family!! YAY! I cant wait. Well call to make plans or something.

xoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

dads house # 1248-545-3989

my house 1248-542-5397

call if your PIMPISH!!!! or if you want to come to the party friday, thats going to be PIMPISH!!!!!

DANCE WHOOPWHOOP!!!!

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 22:28:15 GMT

OMGosh I cant believe that I have a cold, and its not like a normal cold eather, I get head aches every day from it, and it makes me tierd as h311 and I have tryed to take stuff and it doenst help @ all, and it sux.

but anny ways tonight is the dance and Im so exited=)WHOOPWHOOP!!!! I cant wait I have been waiting for it since like the summer and when school started, even though Im not going with any one Im still going to have a hell of a time.This year is going to be diff. there is no one that Im going to really want to dance with so I dont have to worry about that kind of shit!!! Ill just have a good time with my friends, and then after the dance I think Im going to go to my cuzins for the night, YAYYYY!!!! that will be so much fun, Im just going to have a good night tonight WHOOPWHOOP!! And it gets me out of the house for a while witch is PIMPY!!! I wont have to sit around and be bored all night @ that dumb boring old house, we dont ever do anything there, I cant wait till the end of the year I get to come back here and live with my mom, no more dad. On June 15th Im back here @ my moms house for good, and nothings going to change till I get my oun house and move out of here!!!!

much luv<33

xoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

call me if your PIMPY!!!! 1248-545-3983

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 21:12:09 GMT

So I have been living with my dad for almost a week now, and its not going all that good yet, I think it will get better, I hope it will, If I dont get a room soon then im going to tell my mom and I will live back with her (maybe) or she will just call the ppl and they WILL have to make a room for me. I have been crying for a week now, no one knows how much I DONT want to be there, the only person who knows is me and ONLY me, and my mom knows but she dosnt know the feeling about it, cuz she have a bed and a room and her hose, and I have a couch and my dads house and thats it. It is really starting to suck, and I have ony been there for 3 days so far, but we have to talk about how to make it better. and the onlt way we can make it better is to like do stuff other than sitting @ the house dong NOTHING @ all. We do that every night all night, we NEVER do any thing fun, I think we need to go some where and do osmething once in a while, I cant wait till tomarrow, the 1st dance WHOOPWHOOP!!!!!! Im so exited I cant wiat, I hav e been waiting since the summer to go to the 1st dance. I think its goingtop be soo much fun cuz the 1st one is always fun, but I didnt go last year cuz I went camping with Lexi,CeCe,Aunt Claite, and Uncle chris and some of their camping friends. Thats when we all found out that Claire was having a baby. I cant wait till my birthday, I think Im going to get a cell phone, I really hope I do get on that wil be so PIMPY!!!!! I have been wanting one for so long and like dvery one has one so I will be happy if I do get one. I wish I had some one to go to the dance wiht, but oh well Ill just go and have fun with my friends, Im trying to find somewhere to go after the dance so I wont have to go back to my dad shouse and even if I could have some one spend the night there that would be fine, at least I wouldent be alone there watching T.V I would actuyaly have stuff to do there and it would be fun for a change!!!!

much luv <33

xoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

OMGosh!!=(

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 17:16:30 GMT

I cant believe this, I have to movie in with my dad till the end of the school year =( I know its not really that long now but still, its still kinda too long for me!!!!=/ so this is going to be the last time Im updating for a while cuz he doesnt have a computer witch sux so bad!!! Im so mad about it too, cuz like there is nothing to do there, all I do is sit and like do nothing all day and it sux, cuz like he doesnt do any thing, he is always working around the house witch sux too cuz like IDK it just all sux

OMFGosh, I cant believe that Alex was like talking a hole bunch of shit about me and I was kinda like right there OMFGosh. so I went in the other room and I was sleeping in there alone I was going to sleep in the hall way but I was like no Ill go in the room, and then like she was talk more shit about me and its like UMM HELLO!!! Yeah Hi Im like right here and I can f_-_ing here you Im kinda like in the room right across for you!!!I dont think Im going to be going there anymore cuz yeah if she says that kind of crap when Im there who knows what she says when Im NOT there =0 but w/e screw it I really dont give a rats ass anymore!!!

Simple and Clean

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 01:19:38 GMT

You give me too many things,lately your all I need, you smiled at me and said, don't get me wrong I love you but does that mean I have to meet your father, when you are older you'll understand what I meant when I said no I dont think life is quite that simple

when you walk away you dont hear me say please ohh baby dont go simple and clean is the way that your making me feel tonight its hard to let go.

The daily things that keep us all busy are confusing me thats when you came to me and said wish I could prove I love you but does that mean I have a walk on water when we are older you'll understand when I say so, and maybe some things are that simple

when you walk away you dont hear me say please ohh baby dont go simple and clean is the way that your making me feel tonight its hard to let go.

hold me whatever lies beyond this morning is a littel later on reguanrdless of warnings the future doenst scare me at all nothinns like before

when you walk away you wont hear me say please ohh babe dont go simple and clean is the way that your making me feel tonight its hard to let go

hold me whatever lies beyong this morning is a littel later on reguardless or warnings the future doesnt scare me at all nothings like before

hold me whatever lies beyong this morning is a littel later on reguardless of warnings the future doenst scare me at all nothings like before

when you walk away you wont hear me say please ohh baby dont go simple and clean is the way that your making me feel tonight its hard ot let go.

I love that song, thats such a good song, if only you herd it you might think that same thing but IDK!!!

But any ways school kinda sucked today Im like really mad @ Jeren and Connor, I guess Amanada said that they where talking shit about me and I never did anything to them to make them talk shit about me. friggen A and when ppl talk shit and cant back it up cuz they dont have a reason to talk shit well then I guess they can just suck (you know) GOSH I hate ppl like that, and when I see eather of them tomarrow I will smack them in the face so hard its not even funny. But oh well, Im not going to waste anymore of my time talking about it.

Im not Alayana's friend Im so mad @ her, she lied ot Breann and tole her that I called her mom (breann's mom) a bitch and I never said that, I would never call anyones mom a bitch!! then when I asked her about it the next day she was like I havent talked to Breann in 3 months I havent even called her and like left a message or anything!!! and I mean if she did dont EFing lie to me, cuz I hate liers. but W/E her fault she lied to Breann and then she lied to me about lieing to Breann, shes just a BIG lier!!! but hey she is the one who lost a friend not me, cuz it was my choice to get rid of her!! =/ so ohh well for her, thats sooo totaly her fault.

I cant wait till tomarrow, the jog-a-thon, half day, going to lunch with friends, then later going to the movies Its going to be so much fun. Im not going to get home till like so late its gonna be great. Then I think my cuzin is comming over to stay the night, man Im not going to get like any sleep tomarrow night but ohh well LOL. I cant wait, I hope I get 125$ so I can get the coustemized hoddie, that would be so PIMPY!!!! IDK why but all of a suddon Im hyper. LOL WHOOPWHOOP!!!!!!!!!=) I just cant wait till tomarrow, but Im not really looking forward to running the track for bigillion hours LOL, I think Im going to die, but tha goopd thing is that you gont have to run the hole time, so Ill run and then Ill walk and then Ill run and then Ill walk, I will just pace myself, and we get to bring out CD players on the track with us so Im probably going to do that so the time will go by kinda faster!!! and a lot of my friends are doing it too so that is cool. I cant wait to go see the movie again, I really hope Bethany can come with me and Melissa. I was talking to Melissa hers the convo:

Me:Its just going to be me and your probably

Mel:Well maybe we will see some hott guys

LOL Melissa, I luv you, you are simply the amazing, you are so funny Luv ya babe <33 xoxoxo

but I think Im going to go Im starting to wind down now, and I have to go to sleep cuz Im tierd and I have the jog-a-thon tomarrow

BYEZZZ!!!!!!

xoxox ~**Alyssa**~ <33

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 23:01:13 GMT

Im loveing school right now, I love having swim class its so much fun. My legs hurt from swimming to the other end everyday though. But its soo much fun just to be in the water. When the water is cold it fells so good cuz i get there and Im like so hott from running to get to class and it fells good to be in the cold water. The pool have a lot of sand in it though, its kinda gross but ohh well we got over it and we are swimming like its not even there.

Im @ my cuzins house right now, and Im kinda bored, I am going to a football game tomarrow night weather its Ferndale's football game or Kimbal's football game im going to one of them, Im going to have so much fun, I hope its a Ferndale game we go to though that will be so cool. If it is a Kimbal game we are going too that will be fun too. If its ferndale and its @ home then Im hoping like some of my friends are going to be there and I can talk to them. I have to find out though where Ferndale's football game is, if its @ home and kimbal's football game isnt then we are going to go to the Ferndale game, if tey are both away then we will go ot witch ever one is closer to where my cuzin lives.

I think I have to go live with my dad but Im not really sure yet, Im going to find out lik I think in a couple of weeks. I kinda hope I stay @ my moms but W/E if I have to go to my dads house. The only problem with my dads house is well.... they dont have a computer so the only time I would be on the computer is when I go to my moms house on the weekends and stuff.

Im so mad the ther Detroit Shock are out of the playoffs. Now we have to wait 8 months for them to come back, I will be @ the first game though.I just have to go, IU went to the 1st game with Brittany and her mom but I know I wont be doing that when it starts up again, cuz Im not going o be her friend, I will find another ride to get me there and back from the game.I will get tickets and I will go and Im going to have a lot of fun.

I havent talked to Bethany and Samaria in a while IDK why but every time I call them no one answers the phone!! I try and call them but Its like ok well will you pick your phone up please cuz I want to talk to you LOL.

OMGosh our new orchestra teacher is a littel loopy I kinda dont like her, she like makes us play like 4th grade music when we where playing high school music last year and now we are like back tracking back to the 4th grade. This boy in our class mariah liked hime , but the when she started talking to him he was like annoying and he like NEVER stops talking, so he was waiting for Mariah today and he was talking and when we got up stairs she was like "this is my best friend Alyssa" and I was like Laughing so hard cuz he wouldent stop talking and I was like UMMMM thank you verry much Mariah now hes going to be like talking to me all the time!!! She was like well I had to that was the only way I could say anything to him without him running his mouth like he normaly does!!! He was like talking and talking and talking and I was like just cracking up it was so funny and she was looking back @ me and she was like SHUT UP ALYSSA!!! I thouhgt it was hilarious.

Madison likes James now, I was like I cant even kep up with who everyone is liking now man, they just come upto me and they are like OMGosh I like this person this person and this person. I was like OMgosh ppl are like IN LOVE with these ppl. I like SO many ppl right now its CRAZY!!!!!!! I felt like I was going to get sick like ALL day today and I was like I think I want to go home. I didnt feel good @ all, I still dont =(

So Im going to go now and I will update in a couple days or maybe tomarrow!!!!

much luv <33

AAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 17:14:06 GMT

I cant friggen belive the Shock lost Friday night, Im so mad about that, and I couldnt even go watch it with Bethany and Samaria cuz I had to come up north, witch I am still up here, I came to my Grandma's house for the night last night, and my cuzin was here and we where on the 4 weelers It was so much fun, we went really fast and like I almost friggen fell off a couple times, but when I was driving it I went into the bushes and like I couldnt stop so we just went off into the bushes, LOL, but it was really fun. =) It sux that we have to leave tonight, Im mad about that, but OMGosh my cuzin is having another baby, WHOOPWHOOP!!!! I cant wait YAY!!!! =D I just found out today and I was like OMGosh I was like well geeze no one ever tells me anything, but I know now, and Im really exited for another baby!! we are going to have 4 babies now !!!! YAY!! WHOOPWHOOP!!!! Well I guess Im going to go call my mom to see what her deal is so...

.....Peace up A town down!!! LOL =)

xoxoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

HB JENNA

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 21:28:25 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNA!!!!! =)

A QUIZ THINGY I GUESS!!!

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 16:51:58 GMT

- 10 years ago (1995): I was 4... I dont remember anything from that long ago LOL

- 5 years ago (2000): I was 8... and I kinda dont remember that eather LOL

-1 year ago: I meet Bethany and Samaria the best year of my live
- Tomorrow: Sunday?...probably getting some last minute shopping in b4 school starts monday!!!!!

- 5 snacks I enjoy: Dippin dots,twix,icecream,chocolate cake,home made cookies

- 5 bands/artists that I know the lyrics to most of their songs: Spice Girls, Usher, Ciara,Kid Rock, The Temptations

- 5 things I would do with a $100,000,000: Get my dream house, go to Florida, go to paris,get a pink convertibal,and get a house in Laguna Beach California

- 5 locations I would like to run away to:Laguna Beach California, Florida, Chicogo, my grandma and grandpas house, and My aunt sissys house

- 5 bad habits I have:Bitting my nails,slamming doors (when Im mad),talking on the phone @ 1:00 AM,GOSIPING!!! thats about it I think

- 5 things I like doing: Hangin out with my cuzins,hangin out with friends, reading,playing Basketball,Going to the Detroit Shock games,and talking on the phone

- 5 things I will never wear: Real fur,fish net anything, old ppl close,penny loafers,and I cant think of anything else

- 5 T.V. shows I like:Laguna Beach,Real World,Punk'd, Rug Rats,and unsolved Myseries

- 5 movies I like:Love and Basketball, Titanic,The notebook,The little Mermade,and Because of Winn-Dixie

- 5 people I'd like to meet:Kaite Smith, Ashlee Simpson, Ciara, Usher, and my cuzins twin babys

- 5 biggest joys at the moment:Im going to see my cuzin @ the hospital, Detroit Shock are in the playoffs, Back to school MONDAY!!!! I might go to the Shock game wednesday, and well thats about it

- 5 favorite toys:Computer, my T.V, my moms cell phone(LOL),the DVD player,and ?????

- 5 tagged (Your turn): Bethany,Samaria,Taylor,Mariah,Kenzie

the good girls are going gack to back (again) DETROIT BASKETBAAAAAALL!!!!!!!

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:52:38 GMT

GO DETROIT SHOCK!!!!!

So I guess the good girls are going back to back (again) I hope they win this year!!! I wish I could go to their games but I cant cuz I have no ride and sadly no tickets, even though the tickets only cost 3.00 a ticket. I still have no ride=( Bethany and Samaria PLEASE talk to your dad about taking me I want to go to some games!!!! Im soooo HAPPY!!!

so anyways tomarrow Im going to the hospital cuz my cuzin has cancer and we are going to see her. My grandma is staying with her for the weekend and then my aunt will go back up there durring the week and stay with her again. When we are done @ the hospital we are going to this like car wask to raise money for her, and then we are having a picknic for her selling food I think (IDK I could be wrong LOL) then on sunday I think Im going shopping again so I can be all ready for school, Im going to get shoes and some notebooks,folders, pens,pencils,a binder,some paper, and w/e else we need. I cant wait to go back to school Im going to be soo happy to be back!!!!! I wont be bored anymore cuz Ill be doing something and I will have ppl to talk to and stuff!!! YAY SCHOOL!!!!!!! I am so exited to have swim class!!! I really hope I dont have brosnan as a teacher again, but as of now I dont think thats a posibility, I really want Mrs.Leaderman to come back teaching in ferndale I would be soo happy if it was her and not some stupid like Subsitue that we had last year that would suck, cuz I didnt really like the Sub's we had cuz most of them were BORING!!!!

Ok well Im going to go and like do something else for a while!!!!

much luv

xoxoxox ~**Alyssa**~

Bethany and Samaria hope you have a good time, and hope the Shock win!!!!!

GO SHOCK!!!!!

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 23:25:40 GMT

Ok so today I went to the eye doctor, and well me and my mom had to get our eyes checked and I got mine done and well I have 2 diffrent kinda of glasses, I have some for just reading and then for like all the time. IDK its weaird.I wont have them till probably like after labor day weekend though IDK!!! they marked them down as ASAP so I can get them soon. I was always a dork, but now Im a dork with glasses LOL!!!!!!!! I want ot get color contacs but my mom wont let me get contacs!!!! =( oh well, I think I look good in my glasses, I got to try them out b4 I bought them I look smart LOL (not really though) but the person who was like helping me pick them out she was like well I think you look cute in them and my mom got some new ones, she got new contacs and glasses for when she doesnt have her contacs in, and she got some that like she has to wear when she is reading when she has her contacs in, they are REALLY SMALL!!!!!! But I cant wait to get them, and I cant wait to go back to go back to school eather!!! but Im going to go Im bored, Im going to find something to do

much love

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

pissed,sad,shity,happy (for the up north house) just mixed emotions

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 04:43:29 GMT

OMGosh we went to Joe's for dinner again!!!! Im sick of going over there, theres nothing to do there. So yesterday my mom told me she wanted to Marry joe and like move in his house and live with him and like sell this house and get a house upnorth w/ the money, but what Im saying is like why can Joe sell his house and we can get a house upnorth w/ that money??? HELLO!! I mean for reall, if she wanted him to move out JUST so they can friggen get married and they would live together again what wa the friggen point of that I mean for real!!!!! Why cant he sell his house and move back in w/ us and buy a house upnorth w/ the money from his small ass house. Im not liveing there I dont know anyone and I wont be able to go to Ferndale schools anymore cuz he lives in Hazel Park!!! this is soooo GAY!!!!!!! This shit is pissing me right the fuck off!!!! AAHHH!!!! If it all comes down to it I will go live w/ my dad and just go upnorth every weekend with my mom and Joe I guess. That works for me, I guess Im going to have to talk to my dad about that though cuz IDK!!!!The hole point of this wasnt to make him move out just to get friggen amrried and move in with him!!! and his house is to friggen small!!! Im not going to no Hazel Park schools eather, im not going to school w/ hillbillys. Im not kidding, if I have to go there I wont go to school @ all!!! I dont want ot go to them schools over there and I dont want to live over at Joe's SMALL ASS HOUSE!!!!! Seriously he needs to sell his house and move back in here if they are going to get married!!! and I WILL be getting my room back upstairs too!!!!!! If Joe moves back in I wil need my oun space and the only way I can have that is if I get my room back up stairs, cuz if it was up there I wouldnt ever have to come down only for like taking a shower and if I leave and stuff like that I would like live in my room like Bubba does!!!! LOL. I will have my oun lil appartment up there, and me and my friends would just chill up there all the time!!!! They would like NEVER see me and that would be GREAT with me and them prolly too so that BETTER happen, he better sell his house and with the money he has from his house we will get a house up north w/ it. I think he shoudl fix his house up and then sell it, cuz if he fixes it up then he'll get a good amount of money for it, I mean it will be enough to get like a nice small little cottage for every weekend, and I would be able to like bring friends up there with my it would be KOOL!!!! I hope we get a house like on the beach or with like a pool so I can swim and like in the winter IDK I could just like hang out, and we should get a Hot Tub for the winter time!!! LOL that would be AWSOME!!!!! Ok so yeah Joe wil move back here and we will get a house up north, then we will get a pool for the back yard and like a Hot Tub for like the pourch up there and go in the hot tub like when its raining and thundering when we cant go in the pool and in the winter!!!!It will be great!!! And Mariah will come with me a lot and we will be like SISTER for real!!! YAY!!! LOL

But anyways On saturday I am going to the hospital w/ my mom,Grama Bonney, and my cuzin Alison to see my cuzin Jessica!!! I guess she is doing OK from what Shane said. But after we go to the Hospital we are going ot this like car wash thing and then to a BBQ for Jessica to get some more money for her!!! she has Cancer and she needs money for her treatments she needs to get!!!! =( But Im going to go to sleep I dont feel to good so Im going to make like a banana and split

much love<3

xoxoxoxoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 05:42:06 GMT

OMGosh I cnat wait till school starts!!

On sunday we went to joes house for dinner and the after that I went ot spend the night @ Alex's house and we hung out with Bubba and his friend all night it was Sooooooo much fun. we watched Spice World and like we were having sooo much fun, then Mario was taking pictures or Bubba, and then Bubba and Alex went to go get like food or something and Mario and I stayed there and like where taking pictures on Bubba's phone. LOL when they were gone I was like laying in the drive way wating for them I wanted to lay in the street but Mario wouldent let me. LOL When they got back we played scrabbel I think. and then we like went to sleep @ like 7:30 and b4 we went to sleep we wachd Mean Girls but I fell asleep like right when we put it on.

Ok so I went to get my scedual(sp??) and the mall monday and like I saw Haley Huber there and me and my mom where both like what the hell is she doing here (lol)?¿? but w/e we got 2 jeans,1 skirt,and a shirt and all together I think we spent like IDK 89.99 I think but Im not sure, but anyways after we left the mall we went to warlows for dinner and then after that we came home. When I got home I was laying on the couch and I like fell asleep but ppl wouldent stop calling me so I just STOPED answering it. My mom left @ like 8:00 I think to go pick up some money I guess and like when I woke up I like felt like I was going to puke, but I didnt. So I called my mom and she wouldent pick up her phone so called my grandma and then I called Joe to ask if he saw her that day, but he didnt. An hour later I called my grandma back and she was like well just keep calling her phone so I did and then she answerd it and she came home and brought me some vernors cuz I didnt feel good, then my grandma called back and asked if she wa shome adn she was and then I went to sleep after that!!!!

Today I didnt do much of anything,Me and my mom went to K-mart cuz I needed a brush and we bougt 1 Jeans,4 Shirts, and Pajamas w/ care bears on them LOL =). I cant wait till school starts Im not going to be bored anymore!!!=) YAY!!!!!!!

But Im going to go Im tierd

but heres me classes

1:Symphony Orchestra-NO teacher yet

2:Spanish-Artinian

3:Swim-Mitchell

4:Science-Djonaj

5:Math-Williomson

6:English-Valentine

7:Social Studies-Huyck

Comment if we have any classes together

Bye

xoxoxoxoxoxo ~**Alyssa**~

=) <3

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 17:10:53 GMT

Lilli, I guess me and Kenzie are friends!!!!! =)

ok soo yesterday, I went to the Dream Cruise and I was sooooooo bored, I was like @ 8 mile and woodward and NOTHING was going on down there I was so mad, but then my cuzins came over and we hung out, and I gues that was fun. b4 we left we turend the music on REALLY loud in the car and we all got out and started dancing!!!! LOL it was soo much fun.

When we got back here I called Lucas but then my mom was like GET OFF THE PHONE NOW!!!!!!!! So I had to let him go =( LOL. But then we were like playing Basketball outside @ like 1:00 in the morning it was soo much fun. When we came back in when we came back in we went on the computer for a lil while, then we watched Titanic. I had to do laundy though, but that was ok I got it all done so I dont have ot worry about it today!!!!!!!

Soo today im going to the Detroit Shock game and I am soooooooo excided my sister is comming with me. YAY!!! I love my sister!!!! WEE NEED TO WIN TODAY!!!!!!!! If we win I will be sooooooo happy, if we lose I will cry and cry and cry, cuz we wont make the playoffs if we lose today!!!!! But I know we will win!!!!

well Im going to go, Kenzie if you read it PLEWASE comment me on it, and we can set a time we can hang out!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo **~ Alyssa**~

<33

BORED!!!!!!

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 01:49:16 GMT

Im soooooo Friggen bored, there is absolutly NOTHING to do!!!!!! Im in a reallt BAD FRIGGEN MOOD!!!! I have nothing to do, and there is NOTHIG on TV and this is just GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFGOSH!!!!!!! Im in a REALLY BAD FRIGGEN MOOD!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant stand this crao anymore!!!!!!!!!!! OMFGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST NEED TO FRIGGEN SCREEEAAMMMMM!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Im so friggen bored, there is NOTHING TO DO!!!!!! and my mom is boring all she does is friggen sleep OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and all week my mom has been taking her anger out on me cuz SHE broke up with Joe and shes all POed and shes getting mad @ me for it, and its not my MFing fault!!!!!!! OMFGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!! this is sooo gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she really needs to stop all this crud cuz she is driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! Im going to lose my mind by the time schoool starts and then Ill really be screwd durring the year. But I know the same old crud is going to happen this year that it did last year witch TOTALY SUCKED if ppl knew what it was!!!! but in the school sence Im going to be in 8th grade WHOOPWHOOP!!!!! I cant wait to go to school, it will get me away from this house and I wont be so bored all day!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! We are gonna RULE THE SCHOOL!!!!!!! go 8th graders!!!!!!!! WHOOPWHOOP!!! I cant wait to get my packpack its comming like this monday or next monday!!!! OMGosh I took care of my baby cuzin Regan today he is sooo cute I lpve him so much, you cna tell we are related he looks like me and my dad!!! LOL!!!!! he looks like my uncle chris (his dad) more than my aunt Claire (his mom) and he has my dads eyes, LOL he has a lazy eye just like my dad. its soooo cute, and when he is falling asleep he like closes his eyes and then opens them really fast and WIDE!!!! itsssss sooooooo cute!!!